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love & worry

by Vince Kaichan

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Gyldaria Tanogen UPDATE: This has been my favourite album of 2024 so far. Just so freaking stellar front to back. God tier music.

A really wonderful record that I came upon while searching for music made in tracker DAWs. Really charming lyrics and instrumentals that really feel straight out of a tracker. Just the right level of cuts/chops that gives it a very dancy feel but has an indie flow all the while. Really really love this record. Been listening to it for weeks. Very very hard to pick a favorite track. Favorite track: lock and key.
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1.
say goodbye 03:24
i'm trying not to lose my mind don't think i'm feeling fine i think it might be a sign we need to say goodbye i'm trying not to lose my mind stop saying all those lies i think it might be time for us to say goodbye i'm having a bad time still hearing all these lies we need to say goodbye didn't want it to come to this but you still just haven't stopped i've said it too many times but you still can't turn it off i don't know when to trust you i don't know how to find the truth i don't know how to tell you but you really need to choose i'm trying not to lose my mind (lose my mind) don't think i'm feeling fine (i'm fine) i think it might be a sign (a sign) we need to say goodbye (goodbye) i'm trying not to lose my mind (lose my mind) stop saying all those lies (such lies) i think it might be time (it's time) for us to say goodbye (goodbye) i'm having a bad time still hearing all these lies this is where i draw the line we need to say goodbye i might just leave tonight please don't put up a fight please let's just say goodbye didn't want it to come to this but you still just haven't stopped i've said it too many times but you still can't turn it off i don't know when to trust you i don't know how to find the truth i don't know how to tell you but you really need to choose i'm trying not to lose my mind (lose my mind) don't think i'm feeling fine (i'm fine) i think it might be a sign (a sign) we need to say goodbye (goodbye) i'm trying not to lose my mind (lose my mind) stop saying all those lies (such lies) i think it might be time (it's time) for us to say goodbye (goodbye) (goodbye)
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trapped inside my brain every day the same counting down the days on the wall heart pounding like a drum hands shaking hair undone waiting when no one will come at all ooh what am i gonna do ooh and then i found you i don’t ever wanna lose you please stay with me i can't bear to live without you i need you deeply tell me more about what makes you feel uncomfortable tell me more about what makes you feel desirable i don’t ever wanna lose you please talk to me i can’t move on without you, yeah i can’t just leave tell me more about what would make you feel satisfied tell me more about what would make you feel good inside broke out of my brain helping keep me sane calming down the demons within quiet morning light soft touch into the night i don’t even know where to begin ooh what am i gonna do ooh if i’m without you i don’t ever wanna lose you please stay with me i can't bear to live without you i need you deeply tell me more about what makes you feel uncomfortable tell me more about what makes you feel desirable i don’t ever wanna lose you please talk to me i can’t move on without you yeah i can’t just leave tell me more about what would make you feel satisfied tell me more about what would make you feel good inside i don’t ever wanna lose you please stay with me i can't bear to live without you i need you deeply tell me more about what makes you feel uncomfortable tell me more about what makes you feel desirable i don’t ever wanna lose you please talk to me i can’t move on without you yeah i can’t just leave tell me more about what would make you feel satisfied tell me more about what would make you feel good inside
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lock and key 03:53
i can’t get outta my mind i really can’t get outta my mind i want to run home and hide i really want to run home and hide i’m trying to understand why the words they just aren’t flowing tonight there’s a wall to climb lock and key to find to say the things that i’m thinking inside there’s lots of ways to say it some nice some not so kind to tell them what he’s about “he’s just a little shy” “has a rich inner life” “that guy just standing alone all night” he’s looking out the window avoiding people’s gaze seems like he’s longing for something we say his name in passing he turns around real quick and then goes back to the wall i wonder what he’s doing here i can’t get outta my mind i really can’t get outta my mind i want to run home and hide i really want to run home and hide i’m trying to understand why the words they just aren’t flowing tonight there’s a wall to climb lock and key to find to say the things that i’m thinking inside he needs to find some help now to get his life on track so many hands to reach out to with every missed connection with every wasted chance another day staying silent another day to think of the words that he won’t say afraid to see what will happen he can’t do this much longer the edge approaching fast he’s helpless to his own demons will he ever find his way? i can’t get outta my mind i really can’t get outta my mind (gotta get outta my mind) i want to run home and hide i really want to run home and hide (i shouldn’t stay here inside) i’m trying to understand why (the words they won’t come out) the words they just aren’t coming out right (why won’t they come out) there’s a wall to climb lock and key to find to say the things that i’m thinking inside what if they don't even listen what if no one even cares what i say what if they finally hear me and make me wish that I'd said nothing all day i can’t get outta my mind i really can’t get outta my mind i want to run home and hide i really want to run home and hide i’m trying to understand why the words they just aren’t coming out right there’s a wall to climb, lock and key to find to say the things that i’m thinking inside
4.
when i’m standing with my arms around you when i look into your eyes i smile i feel alright oh baby i don’t know what i would do without you if we couldn’t be together still i won’t deny i’ll always need you if i’m ever by myself i’ll still be thinking all about your warm embrace please hold me tight oh baby can’t believe we ever found each other that the stars could all align for us it feels so right wasting the days and nights apart alone just wondering what to do floating adrift outside the world without the friends that i once knew i can’t explain the reason why when i first saw you i felt the signs maybe i finally found someone who makes me feel complete again when you’re here i feel the urge to kiss you i feel alive oh baby every moment that we spend together another moment that i want to last we have the time to make it happen i can see a future path unfolding where we both can face the world head-on i’m by your side oh baby i’m so happy that we found each other never thought my life would turn this way we’ll be alright wasting the days and nights apart alone just wondering what to do floating adrift outside the world without the friends that i once knew i can’t explain the reason why when i first saw you i felt the signs maybe i finally found the one who makes me feel complete again i can’t explain the reason why when i first saw you i felt the signs maybe i finally found someone who makes me feel complete again how much longer would i wait how much more would’ve been too late still can’t believe you’re here with me please won’t you stay around a while
5.
i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i get up and check my phone drink my morning coffee brew need to know what’s going on i think i’ll catch up really soon i’m online and i’m plugged in with my online attitude catching up with all my friends because they’re all addicted too always reading something new up to date on the whole crew gotta check the weather too send boyfriend all the current news watch some videos and then read that DM from my friend take some photos to pretend that i can keep up with the trends i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone feeling bored i don't know why doesn't matter what i try i keep scrolling anyway but i’ve been doing this all day closing and reopening tapping screen and refreshing scavenging for something cool or something bad to react to feeling bad i need to quit getting anxious all the time staying up all night awake when will i ever draw the line mind is racing way too fast yet there’s nothing left to see all caught up on all my feeds i really need to go to sleep i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and i can’t put it down for long i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone i’m addicted to my phone and really don’t know what to do
6.
strangers 03:52
i feel alone in the crowd even with all these people i’ve met don’t know how to keep a friend close my life is full of strangers instead i think i’ve met you before but i still can’t remember your name i wanna see you some more but every time it’s always the same i never think to make the first step always waiting for you to call (when will you call) really seems like it’s been too long now do you still think about me at all i feel alone in the crowd even with all these people i’ve met don’t know how to keep a friend close my life is full of strangers instead today i got nothing to do it’s the perfect time to meet up (it's time to meet up) but when i pick up the phone i worry if they like me enough (do they like me enough) what if everyone's just pretending what if really I'm all alone (I'm all alone) if they really don’t like to be with me maybe tonight i’ll just stay home i feel alone in the crowd even with all these people i’ve met don’t know how to keep a friend close my life is full of strangers instead i’m lonely and feeling down even though it’s all in my head i don’t know why this goes on my life is full of strangers instead i feel alone in the crowd even with all these people i’ve met (these people i've met) don’t know how to keep a friend close my life is full of strangers instead (strangers instead) i’m lonely and feeling down even though it’s all in my head (it's all in my head) i don’t know why this goes on my life is full of strangers instead (strangers instead) right now i’m drifting along without a place that i would call home (i don't got a home) our lives moving further apart soon i’ll forget the faces i know
7.
game of life 04:02
i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along by the chains of life ooh used to be climbing the world and then the moment passed where’d all that energy go the spark i thought would last gotta get back up right now my wounds are bleeding still ooh now i’m playing catch-up see it all disappear slipping through my own hands soon the stress might pierce my heart maybe i’ll finally be free maybe i’ll finally drop i just want out of this grind but i’m not allowed to stop i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along by the chains of life ooh stuck deep down in the hole the ladder’s way long gone i can’t get out of my head when they’re all thriving strong gotta keep trying for now i got no other choice ooh brain is way out of date they think it’s all so lame but i can’t get it to change the frustration makes my heart ache i’ll never be free that i can plainly see i just want out of this grind but i’m not allowed to leave i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along by the chains of life ooh i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along by the chains of life ooh i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along by the chains of life ooh telling me i don’t belong they're saying that it’s just all wrong but still i have to play along in the game of life ooh i used to be so strong but everything has gone so wrong and now i’m being dragged along in the game of life ooh
8.
hometown 03:37
I’m back in my hometown hometown coming back to see my old grounds old grounds I really need to find a new sound new sound before I’m stuck here for a while no escape and in denial just existing in my hometown hometown coming back to see my old grounds old grounds I really need to find a new sound new sound before I’m stuck here for a while no escape and in denial just existing in my hometown hometown (hometown hometown) hometown hometown (hometown hometown) living out my days alone now lone now (hometown hometown) it starts and ends inside my hometown hometown just when I thought I got away for good I find it’s coming back for me I feel it in the back of my mind all my successes keep me just above the line it’s just a matter of time it’s just a matter of time feeling out of step with everyone who lives here in a place where nothing happens in the middle of this nowhere living lives that i could never feel content or satisfied with all these thoughts run through my head as i look out the window at my dear old hometown hometown feeling melancholy wracked with self-doubt is it still possible to find a way out before I’m stuck here for a while no escape and in denial forever waiting in my hometown hometown (hometown hometown) hometown hometown (hometown hometown) living out my days alone by myself (lone by myself) it starts and ends inside my hometown hometown i tried my best but did it work out in the end back here again with all the memories now it fills me with dread i bet my whole life on a path that stops ahead it’s just a matter of time it’s just a matter of time could i be wrong maybe it’s not so bad to live a slower life free from distractions with a chance to think things over but i don’t have the connections or the bonds to feel at home i never had them in the first place in the only life i’d known in every memory of mine i feel alone and out of place with everyone so isolated everything so far away there’s really nothing here for me and i don’t think there ever will be now i wasn’t sure about it but it’s clear that i can't stay here in my hometown hometown coming back to see my old grounds old grounds I really need to find a new sound new sound before I’m stuck here for a while no escape and in denial just existing in my hometown hometown feeling melancholy wracked with self-doubt is it still possible to find a way out before I’m stuck here for a while no escape and in denial forever waiting in my hometown hometown (hometown hometown) hometown hometown (hometown hometown) living out my days alone by myself (lone by myself) it starts and ends inside my hometown hometown (hometown hometown) (hometown hometown)
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satisfy 03:17
we’re so different you and i and yet we feel so much in common between each other we might as well be on the different sides of the moon but that’s why i like you so and i want to know you still feel the same (oh yeah) i’ll do whatever you need me to i don’t want this to end so soon (don’t want to end so soon) (i really) 'cause every time i think of our lives i wanna know that every day you feel satisfied i really don’t want to be surprised if one day i don’t see that shining spark in your eyes don’t wanna wait until you talk whenever i’ve done something wrong (oh yeah) gotta make sure we never reach the point where all that tension breaks loose i’ll always keep my heart alert and give you the attention you need (oh yeah) i want this moment to last forever us together in this mood (together in this mood) (i need you) 'cause every time i think of our lives i wanna know that every day you feel satisfied i really don’t want to be surprised if one day i don’t see that shining spark in your eyes and every time i think of our lives i wanna know that every day you feel satisfied i really don’t want to be surprised if one day i don’t see that shining spark in your eyes 'cause every day i think of our lives i wanna hear that every day together feels right i really wanna stay by your side i want you to enjoy the love i give you tonight and every day i think of our lives i wanna hear that every day together feels right i really wanna stay by your side i want you to enjoy the love i give you tonight

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9 songs about love and/or worry, for the ups and downs of life

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released February 6, 2024

Mastered by Angel Marcloid at Angel Hair Audio angelhairaudio.com
Album art by Jack Grimes jackapedia.design

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